Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Just one of those days...

Remember the song by Monica (I think), "Just one of those days, that a girl goes through when she's angry inside...." That pretty much sums up my WEEK! I just can't seem to get back in balance. Everything is off and everything pretty much sucks. I'm just angry! My son was supposed to get his hearing aids on Monday and that didn't happen so I think that set the tone. I just starting crying and having a pity party.
So, it's time to Renew, get off the pity party wagon and get back in balance! First things 1st, I need to resume my morning walks. It's so easy to say, but so hard to do when you feel like that world is stacked up against you. When you just don't feel like getting out of bed and being a positive force in the world. I've been telling myself that it's okay to feel this way but I guess you can only do that for so long before you start feeling unproductive. So I'm going to work on getting back on track. Because on these days I don't feel like working my business which means I don't get paid and I need money!
So step one to getting back on track:
Take time out for me in the morning. Walk, yoga, breathing on the beach. Start the day with something I enjoy that's just for me. I have to wake up before my 2 yr old which means I might have to do this at 5am on some mornings. But regardless, I must do this and establish a routine because if I don't I know the day will go to HELL and I will not be productive.
Doing this in the morning will allow me to have my ME time and set the tone for the day.
Tomorrow...I'm starting the new routine...